lifeisatraipse

Looking down on the day that she took what was hers and walked away, Looking down as if it was the worst day of life, The way she looked at me just before she walked out that door, Need not hold thy heart, So many words come to mind, Blood rushes threw the veins, There is a high like the peak of climax, Eyes looking at her, Body motioned towards her, She speaks to in so little of words If it wasn’t love in thy heart for her, you would miss every word she said. Thy feet cemented to the warm floor in this warm house, She turns away head high focused on getting away, Stripped, of warmth, A moment in warm like the summer be

I spent new years With a few friends With a couple thousand of beers I stayed at the place where you said we would meet Hours went by Then I realized it was just a lie Been 7 hours waiting So I got up and left called a few friends Met up with them Keep on given me that drink I wanna hit the sink And then get some more to drink It was never up to me to think That you would do this to me So much pain Cheers Drink it all away That is what we say Make a new years resolution I wished for everything about my life would change So life goes on Even though things might go wrong Tis was January fist At six a.m. my kid

Born into a time where it feels it just isn’t mine Born rather late for where I feel I belong Its always hard to try and follow along A path that questions destiny, could this be wrong. I see a picture in my hand A picture already taken Whipping the dust off the edges   For past memories to look over, Good times, good times. How well I remember these things is with such vividness I glance up at the mirror and see the reflection of a younger me Could this be my future That I’ve already seen ahead of me Already seen and behind me With memories all ready created from those times My future is already something Of a

I know whose arms I want to be in. As I pass by the big Christmas tree in Times Square. I stop and look up at the tree seeing the star at the top its light so bright. With the snow falling and the breeze passing threw making the chimes on the tree jingle. I know whose arms I want to be in. I know whose heart I want to be close to……. Remember those times we were rolling around in the snow making snow angels. I pull out your picture while under the tree. Looking up, I close my eyes, I remember the past few years you were with me. In the heat wave of California - fighting the tsunami Katrina - in the snow & ice, You were th

Kiss me once more Before I go Please touch me one more time don’t let me go. I want you to be the last thing in my eyes I never meant to  lie to you I was afraid I wanted to be with you  forever. It hurts me so much to know that I will no longer be around Hold me now I don’t want to ever forget your touch. For the one who made me complete, gave me love beyond a reason why I want you to know I love you. So kiss me once more For a moments last breath we speak no regret or hatred but of happiness & love. When our lips say our last words it’s a kiss to full fill the moment of life in all its bliss.

I had to stop myself from driving by her house Even though in my head I'm already there Sittin on her couch Her head on my shoulder I punch the steering wheel Turning around in a gas station parking lot I was unconsciously driving to her place during my daydream A tear escape my eye Because in all my dreams since the day she left She's been mine And we've been together And happy And I walk into class and see her face And my lips tingle as I remember her touch My heart flutters when she smiles And I die just a little inside when I remember she's not mine She's been acting weird We're not going out by her choice But she still